Everyday it seems like i missing him more and more i never had the strength to say anything on here because it is vey hard to admit what I'm actually feeling. Now I think I found my strength. I remember the bike rides i took with my dad we did it a lot just to get out of the house they were so fun we used to be able to talk and joke around with each other so much I distinctly remember the time i was riding my bike ahead and we were getting close to the end of the road and he started to worry i wasn't going to stop but I ended up stopping and i saw the smile come so big on his face i miss his smile so much. I miss the many good times i always have had with my dad. I wish i could still have those days. For a very long time i look back now and see my dad was my best friend, Every time i went to his house i found i would just sit and tell him everything that was going on in my life. I love you daddy I miss you